In A Matter Of Days I’ll Be Joining Several Support Groups…

You know how so many bloggers on Tumblr claim to have insomnia? Well, some of them are telling the truth and others are over exaggerating. I am telling the truth when I say I have insomnia. I’ve actually had it for a while (a loooong while), but today I’m writing about my most recent experience of it.

One week. I’m not saying I haven’t slept at all for one week, I’m saying I’ve been having the worst trouble going/staying asleep.

For example: just a couple of hours ago I was laying in bed staring at the ceiling. I was (still am) tired and all I wanted to do was sleep, but I couldn’t. Even when I closed my eyes and placed a pillow on my head I couldn’t sleep. I tried reading, but nothing happened.

This has been happening to me since about Wednesday last week. Actually, on Tuesday morning I woke up at 8 am then continued to stay awake until about 11 am on Wednesday, the I got a sort of headache and went to sleep for about three hours. That’s the most sleep I got until Thursday morning, my birthday. At around 12 am I was able to sleep until 4 am. After that I wasn’t able to sleep until six pm on Friday. Saturday, at 1 am, I woke up and found myself unable to sleep again. I don’t remember my sleeping pattern on Sunday until now. I don’t want to think about it because I already have a headache.

I don’t think I should be on the internet right now blogging about this, but it’s 3:50 am and there’s nothing else for me to do so fuck it.

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