You know how so many bloggers on Tumblr claim to have insomnia? Well, some of them are telling the truth and others are over exaggerating. I am telling the truth when I say I have insomnia. I’ve actually had it for a while (a loooong while), but today I’m writing about my most recent experience of it.
One week. I’m not saying I haven’t slept at all for one week, I’m saying I’ve been having the worst trouble going/staying asleep.
For example: just a couple of hours ago I was laying in bed staring at the ceiling. I was (still am) tired and all I wanted to do was sleep, but I couldn’t. Even when I closed my eyes and placed a pillow on my head I couldn’t sleep. I tried reading, but nothing happened.
This has been happening to me since about Wednesday last week. Actually, on Tuesday morning I woke up at 8 am then continued to stay awake until about 11 am on Wednesday, the I got a sort of headache and went to sleep for about three hours. That’s the most sleep I got until Thursday morning, my birthday. At around 12 am I was able to sleep until 4 am. After that I wasn’t able to sleep until six pm on Friday. Saturday, at 1 am, I woke up and found myself unable to sleep again. I don’t remember my sleeping pattern on Sunday until now. I don’t want to think about it because I already have a headache.
I don’t think I should be on the internet right now blogging about this, but it’s 3:50 am and there’s nothing else for me to do so fuck it.